God's plans in Gothithany's life

ryt now i'm speechless..i can't say anything..so i'll just post this links..


http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=109977332349564&ref=nf

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=10150136686795441&ref=mf

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=349706524930&ref=mf

 

 

-=have a blessed day!=-

i'm really excited!!!
 

 

summer's coming!!! love it!!..and still supporting ezra band!!!


-=out=-

i woke half awake this morning...
and the first word that came to my mind is...
-=KAYE=-

cause i can't stop think about her..*sigh* this is bad..
i spaced out more often..and found myself longing to see her face again
and hear her voice...
w-o-w..
this is definitely wrong..
no need to wonder why..cause she is extra ordinary
i mean beyond ordinary..
she's not typical but one-of-a-kind..
my hopeless addiction on her makes my hand itchy
for wanting to see her so badly..ugh! why is that?
haha!

oh yeah..i have something to share..it's a good song actually
but too bad u can't understand it cause it language is bahasa (indonesian)



 

i love this song also...

 

yt now i'm still listening the song "wonderful tonight"
i don't know but i think i can't get it out of my head..

very well then..

-=i'm out=-

only one word that is on my mind ryt now!!

-=KAYE=-

gosh..i'm so addicted to her!! i really wish she's a him..

when i first saw her at PGT..i was like..WOW!!! he's so cute! and i thought she was a boy!!
got it wrong..cause her voice is exactly like a guy...and the way he act talks is definitely be mistaken as a guy..

 

here's the vid that i first saw her..

 

she's a christian..and she's an architect..what i always wanted..but she's a girl..huhu..anyways..i'll always support her and their band..!! they inspired so many people..and well i know i'm selfish but..i hope that they wont be that famous..hahah..so that they can play at my debut party as a guest and at my brother's wedding! haha...! i'm so selfish! i don't care if she's a girl! i had her voice in my head all day..and found myself singing "wonderful tonight"..gosh..i'm so addicted to her..and ryt now..i'm so happy cause she already accepted me as a friend on fb..

here's her pixx...! she's so cute!! kawaiii!!!





























tonight...tonight..i'll be dreaming with her..ahhaha..so pathetic! hihi..oh well..
i'm out..


-=signing off=-
 

ok..i can't get this song out of my head since the day i heard it..
and my day is crap! cause i wanted to buy something at ukay2..but then it's closed!!! ugh! so i decided to surf the net..then wtf! i can't even watch videos here! it's their stupid computer that haven't been updated..u know flash media player! and oh..yes it's good to be back at lj! haha..
OMG! i never really liked justin biber before..but then when i saw the music video of his new song..i was dazed! wow!! he really grown up! and he even hotter this time..haha..i know..i know..he's like a gay..but damn..tell me, how many famous/solo artist have a good voice! even in live! and he's very cute..i like his smile! and so far..this is his best song..and right now i'm pissed cause i can't even watch it on youtube.!! stupic computer! i hate this!

-=BROWN-OUT=-

ugh! crap..just a while ago..i was at the other cafe..and then boom! there goes my day! brown-out! stupid! tnx to my new business got a lot of money with me..haha..so i decided to come here, it's closer at our house..and i'm startin to like it here..cause i get to watch justin bieber!! yeay!! whhooohhooo..i'm listening baby right now! wow..it's amazing how he got me dazing right now!! to think that he was only 15 yrs. old and self taught! i'm in love w/ him! and guess what?! i get to pose his vid here...!!! and the girl on the video was half mexican and half filipino..i salut filipino's! her name is Jasmine Villegas btw! she's cute..i like her..so here's the vid..

and here's jasmine!

so byeeee!!!
 

i haven't got the chance to post this on the day of my b-day! so i'm just gonna post it today!!!!


jan. 30th, the day of my b-day..

my big brother told us that we need to go to Malungon because his girlfriend's family wants to meet our family and talk about their marriage..great! so we went there and we met the Tequis family! they were very welcoming! and i love the fact that they live near the farm..and that was good-timing because their having a fiesta in their place..! i really want to stay but i can't cause i have to buy a gift for my crush's b-day tomorrow!!!..

at around 5:30 pm we went home..so when we got there i quickly changed clothes..then off to the mall with my sister..my sister was the most supportive in my family when it comes to this situations..so i really have the v-neck shrit in my mind..and then i remembered back when i window shopped i saw a v-neck shirt at bench..so we quickly went there..but then i have no idea if he's going to like it..so i asked my sister if she thinks he'll like it, she wasn't sure! so i told her that we'll find another one and go to department store..then my sister saw a simple white v-neck shirt..but there's something missing! i'm nervous that time..ok i know i'm being overreacting but i afraid that he won't like it!..then when we went to penshoppe..i saw a couple of shirts but not v-necks! great! ugh! i'm stuck with 4 shirts that has a printed name telling

#big fun in a little package
#your place or mine?
#in my dreams you are blowing (some kisses)
#build peace through music

i really those shirts because of the brand and it's 100% cotton which is worth it! and each of them costs 469.00!
ugh! and i only brought 500 pesos! great! so i chose the red one the fourth one..because the others well..umm they have a double meaning so it doesn't fit for someone who is naive and young! haha..

Jan. 31, 2010

cheer up!! it's his b-day!! so i woke up early, and then quickly dressed myself
and then when i got to the church i was so excited and nervous! i saw him sitting at the front and it disappoints me that i just missed the part that he and his family sang and played with the band! ugh!

then it's over! this day was what i was hoping my b-day would be! i know i sacrificed my b-day yesterday for some stupid gift..it's a poor excuse and crazy but it's still true! and it's for him and he promised me that he too will buy me a b-day present..so..all the sacrifices will be foolish to me!
so after yok2 and i talked i gave him my present..and then he smiled guilty..he said he haven't bought me a present yet..and said that he's going to buy it later..
my heart throbbed with pain...and then i just nodded and grinned..and told him that it was ok..*sigh*..what a disappointment this was for me!

i waited for this day to come..and i thought it will worth my sacrifices..i was being stubborn about the fact that i don't want my b-day to be a blast..and i ignored my b-day and treat it ordinary because i have to..and i told my brother that i don't need any special treatment and gifts and occasion..and just a 500 pesos..and then he'll say that he didn't buy me a present?!!!!!
i hide all the disappointment and composed myself, so it won't be obvious..
we have to come back at 3:00 pm coz there's gonna be a Bible study..

i was undecided..coz i'm mad at him..but i end up going there because it's rude and obvious that i was mad..
so we went there..and then so on..after the closing prayer we ate..and he was staring at me he noticed that i'm avoiding him..so i smiled at him and told him..Happy B-day!..then when we were about to go home..i heard one of our members gossipping that his mother is in a need of money these days..and i heard the click in my head! oh! so that's the reason behind it all! and i realize i'm just getting mad for nothing! now i'm guilty! ugh! i wanted to hit my head on the wall..i know i'm a teeniest bit prone to overreaction..and i'm pathetic and idiota!

i don't know if all my sacrifices are worth it..and if i have the right to be mad at him.. i'm so sorry..and i feel sorry..

Feb. 02, 2010
(summerize)

i planned to go to roien net cafe to help my brother with his project..
i'm suppse to post this that day..and that day cheered me up because of Gothsarry!
the disappointment on the day of my b-day was now healed..thank you so much!
i didn't expect that she would mind..but she did! now i'm happy!


 

 

-=bye=-

i can't wait though!!
because it's a new beginning!
the house is not so quite big
but i like it!

yesterday i wrote a song
i can't believe i actually wrote that
well, i was just inspired by this song called
This is Your Life-Switchfoot

because i thought that i was really awake
in this so called reaity
and hearing this song made me wake
cause it seems that i still need to adjust for what we have now
and i'm not sure if what i'm facing right now are true
i mean..

now were moving to a new house
and i can't leave my past..and start with today..the present
those years..the experiences.the journey
my family and i has been through.now seems a dream
and the fact that i just woke up from that dream, those years..
and the lyrics of the song made me think
and woken me...
here's the lyrics..

THIS IS YOUR LIFE-SWITCHFOOT

yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead
yesterday is a promise that you've broken
don't close your eyes, don't close your eyes
this is your life and today is all you've got now
yeah, and today is all you'll ever have
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes

this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose

yesterday is a kid in the corner
yesterday is dead and over

this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose

don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes

this is your life are you who you want to be
this is your life are you who you want to be

this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose

and you had everything to lose

here's the song that i wrote yesterday..
it's a christian song though..

i'm still thinking what the title would be.
so for now..there would be no title yet.:D


with my voice, I'll sing
with my feet, i'll raise
the pain in my eyes is cleared
cause you came along, oh Lord

i ran away from your light and your hands
still you promised to be there
i realize what mistake i have made
still you saved me

i'll lift my hands
and His name i will praise
look full in His wonderful face
Jesus Christ, His glory and grace
Now I am save

with my eyes, now i see
every journey you've made for me
the road that been blurred now is cleared..
cause you saved me


ryt now..i'm chatting with my kuya's gf...and we were
sharing problems...but i'm glad that were still strong
as christians..hell yeah! we can make it
though the rain! ahha

-=bye now=-




 

yo!

ok..every twilight saga fan should see this!!!
i saw it last week..but i thought i should post this day today









 



 -=BYE=-